It’s been a year, yet your name seems to appear into my life constantly. I thought that past of me was left behind back home. Apparently not. Even though I’m so far away from home, there’s just that part of my past that followed me all the way here. I don’t want to be stuck in something that’s irrelevant to my life right now. I just want to be able to let this go, but I can’t. It bothers me. This just makes me realize that maybe, just maybe I’m not over it. Yet.
I can’t remember the last time I’ve been truly happy. As of right now, I am not content with what I’m doing or who I am. I don’t really have a direction as to where I’m going with my life. I know what I want to do, but it’s just actually pulling through with it. I put so much pressure on myself that I’m overwhelmed with everything. There has not been a day where I’m not stressed out. I need at least a day where I don’t have to worry about anything. I just want to be happy. Is that too much to ask for ?
I don’t understand why people don’t say bye when they hang up on the phone. It’s a tad bit rude. It’s not going to kill you if you take two seconds to say bye. Learn some manners.
Proper grammar isn’t suppose to be an attractive trait, but common sense. You should already know how to spell & use the correct words to structure a sentence. Learn the difference between your vocabulary & use them appropriately. It will do you good in the long run. If you’re turn on by someone using correct grammar then you need to set your standards higher. Spelling & grammar is something we should all know already.
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Payphone- Maroon 5 ft. Wiz Khalifa
I need to pull myself together. I’ve been slacking in so many areas & that’s not who I am. I feel so lazy & unmotivated to do anything. Need to get back on track with everything. With so many things going on, I can’t procrastinate. I just can’t. Stressing out & it feels like there’s not enough time in the world. There’s so many things I have to do & it’s killing me. I need to step my game up. I don’t want to fall behind on anything. Pulling myself up & back on my toes.
I can make my own decisions. I don’t need people telling me what I should or should not do. I’m old enough to realize what’s right & wrong. I follow what I believe in. If you believe in something else, so be it. We all have different opinions & the least you could do is respect mine. Because I would do the same.
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Float- KO KO.
Lent’s over. I think I got so use to it that I almost forgot. This really tested my temptations & I think I did alright. Not too shabby. Since I’m done with lent, I can go back to eating ice cream. I think that’s what I missed most. All in all, I guess I somewhat do have the willpower to refrain myself from temptations if I wanted to. Praise the Lord.
